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07-25-2019, 08:01 AM | #46 |
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Always a tough thing. We go through life thinking we are in control and we are not.
It is good that you are reaching out. Continue to talk, seek counseling and invest in what is true and sound, the love of family and friends |
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07-25-2019, 08:03 AM | #47 |
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BTW, reading through threads like this is what I really like about CP. As much crap as gets thrown at others around here, most of you really are good human beings at heart.
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07-25-2019, 08:05 AM | #48 |
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Sorry to hear of your struggles. Wishing you find peace.
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07-25-2019, 08:17 AM | #49 |
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To me, and I am no therapist nor am I educated to give out sound advice except from my own dealings in life, it sounds like you have a great deal of empathy and while you may not have known the girl all that well, it is clear that she meant a lot to your son. That pain that your son is feeling is also causing you pain. As for the parents, in my opinion, you are able to put yourself in their shoes and able to feel the loss they feel.
I completely understand not wanting to discuss this with people you are close with. To me it sounds like it would do you some good to speak to a therapist about everything, as hard as it may be. Not because your suicidal or depressed or a danger to yourself or anyone else, but simply because it does your mind well to talk some of these things out. I'm sorry for your loss as well as your sons and her family's as well. We all deal with death completely different but whatever you do and however you decide to deal with it, I hope you find the peace that you, your wife and your son deserve.
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I went through something similar after my father died. I however did drink a ton. It helped me sleep but it didn't help anything else. If anything pushing it away prevented me from dealing with it and moving on sooner.
Once the overwhelming sadness leaves there's a motivation to spend time wisely. To enjoy the company of others. To make time for people. To help people out when you can. It really is the most important thing...
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At the funeral that message came to me loud and clear and I decided to make a change right then and there. I met with my family a few days later and told them that I was sorry and I'd try to never do that again. I've done much better. I caught myself being sort of short once and quickly refocused and even spent extra time making small talk to make sure I was sending the proper message. |
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We all end up with regrets but I doubt that will be one of them...
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I work with mostly friends so in some ways work is very healthy for me. But yeah, I agree with your point.
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07-25-2019, 08:43 AM | #54 |
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Its tough, and we all handle different situations differently. I sent you a PM. Hopefully some of the peeps here have, or soon will, offer some tidbits of advice that can help address some of your feelings and work towards closure and happiness.
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07-25-2019, 08:49 AM | #55 |
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I can relate.
I feel someone else’s loss much more than my own. |
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07-25-2019, 08:51 AM | #56 |
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Your feedback does help, everyone. I'm feeling better after reading a lot of it last night and this morning. Iowanian also spent two and a half hours talking to me in my driveway last night. Thank you for giving me an outlet that I didn't really have anywhere else.
Also, in case I didn't make it clear enough, I definitely am not considering hurting myself or anything close to that. I'm simply sad and not exactly sure why. Although a few of you probably nailed the reasons right on the head. |
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07-25-2019, 08:56 AM | #58 |
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Some may think differently but I'm glad you posted this here. CP is a great little family, I've used it before to get shit off my chest.
Biggest thing I could recommend is just talking about it. To anyone. Just talk it out. |
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07-25-2019, 09:00 AM | #59 |
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Your life story is similar to mine. When running things, you make a million decisions a day and solve hundreds of problems in stride. You forge on always looking forward. People come to YOU for help, and that’s what you do. When a problem forms in front of you, you don’t ask for help, you take care of it yourself and move on. Focus is key. When something outside disrupts the focus, whether it is kids or wife, you push it to the side and refocus. When the outside force refuses to go away, you put ALL of your focus on it. You are used to fixing problems but can’t in this case, and their problem will never go away. You can’t fix it. Your big heart is feeling the reality of this. You will be fine, and it’s odd but this will make you a better father and husband. It’s takes time, though. Day by day, spend time with family and friends. Your focus is powerful, and will help you pull out if this. |
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