Albert Haynesworth's Letter to His Younger Self

[Amnorix]

Maybe it's all just a PR move, but I admit my view of him improved a little bit, from shitstain who can go to hell, to piece of crap who maybe wasn't QUITE as bad as I thought. Or, at least, has a better perspective and has matured a bit now that he's left the eye of the storm.

Interesting read in any event.


http://www.theplayerstribune.com/alb...-younger-self/


Dear 14-year-old Albert,

I know your knees hurt so bad right now that you can’t sit in the car for more than 20 minutes at a time, but don’t freak out about it — it’s just growing pains. What did you think was going to happen drinking two gallons of whole milk a week? You start high school this fall, and you’re just going to keep getting bigger. You’re going to grow five inches over the summer and when you show up for track practice on the first day of school, all your buddies are going to look at you like, “Dude, you got tall.”

You’re going to grow to 6’6”, an inch taller than your hero Reggie White. And like him, you are going to be an athletic monster. During a playoff game your junior season, you’re going to run down the field on punt coverage and stick out your arm to wrap-tackle the returner, only you’re going to clothesline him with so much force that he wraps around your arm and does a backflip. The crowd is going to react like it’s pro wrestling. Don’t worry, the kid will be okay. This is going to be your first experience of playing with so much adrenaline that you’re straddling the edge. It will feel like an insane kind of control. You need to learn how to reign this in. More on that later.


In the state championship game, you’re going to rack up 15 tackles as a defensive tackle. Colleges will start recruiting you hard after that, and things are going to start happening very fast. Remember that you’re just a kid from a town of 4,000 in Hartsville, South Carolina. Because when you get to the University of Tennessee, you’re going to feel like a very small fish in a very big pond. This feeling won’t last, but it’s going to feel that way for a while. You’re going to have some very lonely moments. During your freshman year, Coach Fulmer will introduce you to a psychologist who will become one of your best friends. He’ll listen to your problems when you’re struggling. You’ll go tubing and water skiing on his boat and hang out with him all throughout college. He will come to your house and meet your mom. I know this sounds crazy, Albert. But do not trust this man. As soon as you decide to declare for the NFL Draft, he will say, “You know, I do some investing on the side. I’ve been helping other guys out for years. You should let me handle your money.”

You’ve heard the horror stories about guys buying a fleet of Rolls Royces and gold chains and going broke. You’re not an idiot. You know you should invest your money, and this guy is showing you a business card that says “Morgan Stanley” and a multi-million dollar portfolio. I know he seems trustworthy. I know he seems smart. But if you let your friend handle your finances, he’s going to take millions from you.

Are you paying attention now?

Remember when you were 8 years old, watching an NFL game with your mom, and you turned to her and said, “That’s what I’m going to do some day”? Well, it’s going to be a lot more complicated than just a simple game. When you get drafted by the Tennessee Titans in the first round of the 2002 Draft, you’re going to come into camp thinking you got this. Sure, you only benched as much as some of the safeties at the combine, but you can run. You have that short-burst playing power. You’re going to be a better athlete than 85 percent of the offensive linemen you’re up against. You’re going to run over guys in practice. But for some reason, when Sunday comes around, they’re going to do just enough to stop you. Because they have the brains. Year by year, you’re going to figure this out and start picking up little tricks.

In 2006, everything is going to change, for better or worse. By now, you will fully understand that to survive in an NFL game, you have to work yourself up into a kind of insanity. This is what it takes. Before games, your coaches will essentially pimp you out. They’re going to use humiliation and fear as a means to make you play as hard as humanly possible. One of them will literally show you a scene from the movie Deliverance during a mid-week meeting in order to demonstrate just how badly the opponent is going to own you. You will love this, in a way. It will make you go absolutely nuts. The NFL culture will brainwash you into a certain mentality: “My opponent is trying to take food out on my mouth, and I want to embarrass him in front of his family. It disgusts me to be on the same field as him.”

You will approach games as war. I don’t mean that as a cliche. There will be many times where you feel like your opponent is trying to steal your entire life. In October 2006, you’ll be playing against the Dallas Cowboys, rushing against the guard like you have thousands of times before, when you get your knee clipped from behind. You’ll get up, furious, and see that it’s the center, Andre Gurode, who hit you. This is an unspoken rule among lineman. You don’t do it. But maybe it was an accident. You say, “What the hell was that? You ain’t man enough to block me straight up?”

“Nah,” he’ll say, “I’m trying to put your ass out.”

This will be one of the most significant moments of your life. You will go the sideline, and your vision will be red. You will be madder than you’ve ever been in your entire life. A switch will get flipped. You will not be able to control the monster, and you’ll step way over the line for the first time. I know this will seem impossible to you — but you will stomp on Andre’s head, cutting him above his eye and causing him to get 30 stitches.

After that moment, you will never be looked at the same way again. And the complicated thing is, this is going to help you on the football field. Even as the media and the league is vilifying you, the irony is that this mistake will put you on the radar of everybody in the NFL. Guys will think you’re crazy. When you return from suspension and you play against the Eagles, an offensive lineman’s helmet will come off at the end of a play, and he will look at you scared shitless, like, “Hey Albert, you OK? Just relax.”

Guys will be terrified of you. They’ll shy away from your side of the field. And that’s where things are going to get really murky. On one hand, people expect you to flip a switch and be a killer when you’re on the field, and on the other hand, they expect you to be able to instantly switch it off when it’s over. Should you embrace the bad guy? Is that who you want to be, even if it means success in the short-term? I still don’t know if I have the answer for you, Albert. What I know is that you’ll make back-to-back Pro Bowls in 2007 and 2008, and you’ll start to believe that you’re unstoppable. That you can do anything. That’s when you’re going to do something really dumb.

If nothing else, listen to me on this, Albert: Do not leave the Tennessee Titans. Your defensive coordinator Jim Schwartz is a mastermind. No matter how much I tell you this, you’ll probably never realize it until your career is over, but it’s true. You’re like a system quarterback. You thrive in a very specific scheme. When you hit free agency, the Washington Redskins are going to offer you $100 million. Everyone will talk about this (they won’t talk about the fact that most of that money is not guaranteed, or that the Tampa Bay Buccaneers offered you $135 million). The $100 million will become a huge burden. Take less and stay in Tennessee where you belong.

Oh, when you get on that first phone call with Dan Snyder and the organization in Washington, it’ll be all good. “We want you to play just like you did in Tennessee, Albert. We’re going to let you loose and destroy the Giants, Cowboys and Eagles. That’s your job.”

Then during your first OTA, you’re going to be introduced to a different brand of football. I can already see you rolling your damn eyes. How can football be different? I’m a defensive lineman. Well, football in Washington versus football in Tennessee was like the difference between a general physician and a cardiologist. Both doctors. One is just a little more sophisticated.

People are going to be all over you for your contract, and you’re going to feel really frustrated. You’re going to do some dumb things. But what people aren’t going to see is Mike Shanahan calling you into his office and saying, “Albert, we just want you to eat up space. All we want you to do is grab the center and let the linebackers run free.”

You’re going to look at this famous NFL head coach in total disbelief and say, “You want to pay me $100 million to grab the center?”

And he’s going to say, with a straight face, “Albert, if you have more than one sack this season, I’m going to be pissed.”

The last thing you’ll say before walking out of the office is, “Can’t you just pay someone $300,000 a year to do that?”

You will lose your passion for football in Washington, and it will be impossible to get back. In retirement, you will discover that your financial advisor has squandered most of the money you made with the Redskins, and he will be under investigation for financial fraud. Thankfully, you will have discovered a passion for restoring houses and buying property during your offseasons. You’ll even open up a BurgerFi restaurant in Knoxville (I know you love burgers). Instead of being on the beach in the Bahamas, like most people probably think you are, you will be hanging drywall in a condo in South Carolina. And you know what? That will make you extremely happy.

You are just a kid from a town of 4,000, and you made it out like your hero Reggie White. You did what you told mamma you were going to do. The same traits that got you to the NFL are the same traits that got you into trouble. You have to live with that. I am proud of what you’ve accomplished.

Remember to enjoy it a little bit,

Albert

[TimBone]

Originally Posted by Amnorix

Neither did I, but if what he said about Gurode's cut and comment afterwards are accurate, then it provides at least a very SMALL explanation for the ridiculous head stomp. Not justification, but explanation. So still guilty as charged, but at least I understand WHY he did it because it seemed so completely unjustified and out of nowhere.

I also like that he is working now, restoring houses and the like. Presumably as part of a business and for profit, not as a charity, but at least in retirement he doesn't seem to be the lazy slug he seemed to be on the field so many times.

But we'll see. Wouldn't surprise me if he's in jail within a few years on a domestic battery or something. I always thought of him as a worthless POS human being. Now I'm questioning that assessment. Maybe he's just a jerk.

And to think, I thought you only believed loads of bullshit that originated in Foxboro.

[Hootie]

yeah that was just a long letter of excuses

didn't care then, don't care now

[Easy 6]

Al, you could've "flipped the switch" and been an animal without being cheap about it, plenty of other guys did it/do it... don't worry though, your spirit lives on in a boy named Suh.

[Rain Man]

My letter to my 14 year-old self:

Dear 14 year-old Rain Man,

In about two years, an opportunity will present itself with an attractive Dairy Queen coworker behind the cooler on a slow night. Take it. And in about three years, an opportunity will present itself while giving saxophone lessons to a flute player in her bedroom. Take it. And in about four years, an opportunity will present itself with a date parked on a country road. Take it.

And in about seven years, an opportunity will present itself in the college library. Do not take that one.

Oh, and don't go into aerospace engineering. Become a computer video game designer and start your own company.

Sincerely,

Older and Wiser Rain Man from the future

[Easy 6]

Originally Posted by Rain Man

My letter to my 14 year-old self:

Dear 14 year-old Rain Man,

In about two years, an opportunity will present itself with an attractive Dairy Queen coworker behind the cooler on a slow night. Take it. And in about three years, an opportunity will present itself while giving saxophone lessons to a flute player in her bedroom. Take it. And in about four years, an opportunity will present itself with a date parked on a country road. Take it.

And in about seven years, an opportunity will present itself in the college library. Do not take that one.

Oh, and don't go into aerospace engineering. Become a computer video game designer and start your own company.

Sincerely,

Older and Wiser Rain Man from the future

Aerospace engineering?

Never would've guessed that, I suppose because you've never once offered the slightest clue as to what field you're in... whats your best idea to date, whats the latest advancement you admire the most?

[Tribal Warfare]

I guess he just saw the new Terminator and is trying to figure out how to build a time machine.

[Demonpenz]

dear younger demonpenz. Don't get on chiefsplanet..ever/

[Deberg_1990]

Originally Posted by Demonpenz

dear younger demonpenz. Don't get on chiefsplanet..ever/

Lets just build a terminator and send it back in time to kill Austinchief in 1999

[suzzer99]

Originally Posted by Rain Man

My letter to my 14 year-old self:

Dear 14 year-old Rain Man,

In about two years, an opportunity will present itself with an attractive Dairy Queen coworker behind the cooler on a slow night. Take it. And in about three years, an opportunity will present itself while giving saxophone lessons to a flute player in her bedroom. Take it. And in about four years, an opportunity will present itself with a date parked on a country road. Take it.

And in about seven years, an opportunity will present itself in the college library. Do not take that one.

Oh, and don't go into aerospace engineering. Become a computer video game designer and start your own company.

Sincerely,

Older and Wiser Rain Man from the future

When I was about 11 years old in 1980 I flew by myself to visit my Dad in St. Louis. I sat next to a traveling tile salesman. He told me was an aeronautical engineer until the bottom dropped out of the job market.

For some reason that's always stuck with me - to never take anything for granted. Even though I work in a white-hot job market right now (web development), the social media bubble could pop and it could all dry up tomorrow.

[Hammock Parties]

****, that's actually a little sad.

That Albert paid someone to write that, I mean.

[Hootie]

Dear younger hootie 2.0

Adderall. When you're 10.

[Hammock Parties]

Dear younger Clay,

Disregard Jehovah, acquire exercise. And check out Chiefsplanet.

[TimBone]

Originally Posted by Stop, Chiefs

Dear younger Clay,

Disregard Jehovah, acquire exercise. And check out Chiefsplanet.

No Star Wars or Star Trek, more interaction with the opposite sex.

[Hammock Parties]

Originally Posted by TimBone

No Star Wars or Star Trek, more interaction with the opposite sex.

That's bullshit. I needed MORE Star Wars AND Star Trek. I needed to IMMERSE MYSELF in it and meet a nice little nerdesse at Comicon.

[TimBone]

Originally Posted by Stop, Chiefs

That's bullshit. I needed MORE Star Wars AND Star Trek. I needed to IMMERSE MYSELF in it and meet a nice little nerdesse at Comicon.

Nah, just think, if you would have been set on he right path, you could have already used and abused Kacie Mcdonell by this point in your life.