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30 Years After Explosion, Challenger Engineer Still Blames Himself
Thirty years ago, as the nation mourned the loss of seven astronauts on the space shuttle Challenger, Bob Ebeling was steeped in his own deep grief. The night before the launch, Ebeling and four other engineers at NASA contractor Morton Thiokol had tried to stop the launch. Their managers and NASA overruled them. That night, he told his wife, Darlene, "It's going to blow up." When Challenger exploded 73 seconds after liftoff, Ebeling and his colleagues sat stunned in a conference room at Thiokol's headquarters outside Brigham City, Utah. They watched the spacecraft explode on a giant television screen and they knew exactly what had happened. Three weeks later, Ebeling and another engineer separately and anonymously detailed to NPR the first account of that contentious pre-launch meeting. Both were despondent and in tears as they described hours of data review and arguments. The data showed that the rubber seals on the shuttle's booster rockets wouldn't seal properly in cold temperatures and this would be the coldest launch ever. Ebeling, now 89, decided to let NPR identify him this time, on the 30th anniversary of the Challenger explosion. "I was one of the few that was really close to the situation," Ebeling recalls. "Had they listened to me and wait[ed] for a weather change, it might have been a completely different outcome." We spoke in the same house, kitchen and living room that we spoke in 30 years ago, when Ebeling didn't want his name used or his voice recorded. He was afraid he would lose his job. "I think the truth has to come out," he says about the decision to speak privately then. "NASA ruled the launch," he explains. "They had their mind set on going up and proving to the world they were right and they knew what they were doing. But they didn't." A presidential commission found flaws in the space agency's decision-making process. But it's still not clear why NASA was so anxious to launch without delay. The space shuttle program had an ambitious launch schedule that year and NASA wanted to show it could launch regularly and reliably. President Ronald Reagan was also set to deliver the State of the Union address that evening and reportedly planned to tout the Challenger launch. Whatever the reason, Ebeling says it didn't justify the risk. "There was more than enough [NASA officials and Thiokol managers] there to say, 'Hey, let's give it another day or two,' " Ebeling recalls. "But no one did." Ebeling retired soon after Challenger. He suffered deep depression and has never been able to lift the burden of guilt. In 1986, as he watched that haunting image again on a television screen, he said, "I could have done more. I should have done more." He says the same thing today, sitting in a big easy chair in the same living room, his eyes watery and his face grave. The data he and his fellow engineers presented, and their persistent and sometimes angry arguments, weren't enough to sway Thiokol managers and NASA officials. Ebeling concludes he was inadequate. He didn't argue the data well enough. A religious man, this is something he has prayed about for the past 30 years. "I think that was one of the mistakes that God made," Ebeling says softly. "He shouldn't have picked me for the job. But next time I talk to him, I'm gonna ask him, 'Why me? You picked a loser.' " I reminded him of something his late colleague and friend Roger Boisjoly once told me. Boisjoly was the other Thiokol engineer who spoke anonymously with NPR 30 years ago. He came to believe that he and Ebeling and their colleagues did all they could. "We were talking to the right people," Boisjoly told me. "We were talking to the people who had the power to stop that launch." "Maybe," Ebeling says with a weak wave as I leave. "Maybe Roger's right." http://www.npr.org/sections/thetwo-w...blames-himself |
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I was 29 year old at work and contractor asked had we heard the Challenger blew up. We listened on the radio and Paul Harvey had quiet the tribute broadcast if I recall.
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01-28-2016, 08:12 PM | #17 |
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I was 22...Seems like a lifetime ago. I remember cheering for the first launch after the tragedy...
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01-28-2016, 08:28 PM | #18 |
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I think I was in 6th grade.
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01-28-2016, 08:37 PM | #20 |
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yeah. that was back in the good 'ol days when I could lick my own balls.
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01-28-2016, 08:38 PM | #21 |
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I was 25 and in the Navy, this was shortly before my enlistment was up. We all sat around the Mess Deck and watched in stunned disbelief.
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01-28-2016, 08:47 PM | #22 |
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I was a senior in my last semester of aerospace engineering, a teaching assistant in orbital mechanics, and wanting to work at NASA. They didn't hire for a long time after that, so I instead had to pursue my next dream of becoming a famous writer. I had to abandon a lot of dreams in that era.
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01-28-2016, 08:54 PM | #23 |
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4th grade. We saw it happen on the TV that was on in the library.
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01-28-2016, 09:12 PM | #24 |
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I was a short timer with two weeks left in Germany on guard duty at the motor pool when the OIC called us. It was around 10:00 pm and I was stuck there with no radio or TV until 7:00am and I had to wait until the next day to see the footage. RIP astronauts.
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01-28-2016, 09:15 PM | #25 |
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I was 4 years old. I had probably just peed in a house plant.
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01-28-2016, 09:20 PM | #26 |
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Sounds like some people at NASA have blood on their hands.
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01-28-2016, 09:20 PM | #27 |
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I was in 8th grade, literally just across the state watching it, standing outside and watched it explode in the air..
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01-28-2016, 09:23 PM | #28 |
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No matter how dumb you feel, you are never as dumb as the idiots that greenlit that launch.
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01-28-2016, 09:27 PM | #29 |
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3rd grade in the lunch room. My teacher was literally crying.
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01-28-2016, 09:32 PM | #30 |
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Watched it happen live in school. Science teacher brought in a tv and boom.
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