Thank you everyone for the kind thoughts and prayers. I've given out all my POS REP again and will continue where I left off once I'm recharged.
The reason it really hits home is that my Dad died of liver cancer at 57, Mom died of lung and brain at 60, both grandfathers died of lung cancer, my maternal grandmother had a mastectomy on a breast in the 70's from cancer, my cousin Susan died at 58 from cancer, my Uncle Joe died of cancer, my first cousin Michelle just had a lumpectomy at 48 on both breasts from cancer and two of my grandfather's three sisters died of cancer.
It's an ugly thing in our family on both sides.......