Sorry brother. I know what you are feeling.
My best friend from college whom I was very close for a decade after school killed himself 9 years ago.
My wife’s sister killed herself 6 years ago.
Paul felt he was in a helpless situation. 32. Divorce mixed with being hooked on pain killers led him to swallowing the barrel of a 12 gauge. He left behind 2 sons. The boys are doing well.
My SIL hung herself. 30. She was a druggie, meth mostly. She left behind a son and daughter. Both are headed down a bad road.
Whatever you feel is fine. I’ve been sad, angry, happy. Sometimes within seconds of each other.
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