I'm at 4, maybe 5. I'm still sad that we can't get it right but I realize there is nothing I can do about it. In fact, it may do more good to not do anything about it (aka not going to games makes its own statement). There may be other things in life and I think I have found a few of them. I still love the Chiefs but don't depend on them like I used to. It doesn't ruin my week when they lose, and sly comments about their suckitude don't irk me as much. I don't want to and never will fall into the ranks of the uninformed/casual/bandwagon fan. This team is in my DNA after all. I've accepted that my team may never deliver. There are Chiefs fans that have waited much much longer than I and haven't been rewarded for their faithfulness. And I have resigned to the fact that they and I will be waiting for a while.
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