unfair poll, and the fact the woman always outlives the man. well not always, but the majority of the time.
i like to tell myself i go first and she goes within a week, but that is unfair to the rest of the family. i want her to live another happy hundred to tell our story. but only if she is healthy.
(i was thinking the other day, what are the parameters in which i told my wife 'if i cannot do this, smother me in my sleep') i don't want her to suffer any more than i did.
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