let me go ahead and lay out my disfunction regarding trying to develop relationships, etc...
If a girl isn't equally as anxious to meet me as I am them, I turn the lamp OFF. And this has been my problem all along, I have no idea how to fix it, I'm not sure WHY i do that, BUT, I'm sure that I DO, do that. Now ... I'm not saying i'm all that, or anything, but, my companion will naturally be anxious to meet me or interested in finding out chemestry, etc...
If it doesn't work like that, it's almost as if I'm offended. This is a MAJOR problem of mine, MAJOR. But, I'm trying to work on it.
BUT - Anyone thinking dating hasen't substantially changed over 5 years, is just plain dumb, or blind, or def (i guess)
I'm seriously STILL frustrated too, I sometimes wish I WERE gay.
Last edited by Simply Red; 09-24-2009 at 10:32 PM..
Reason: i've missed out on some quality trim due to this
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