As a person that had the gun loaded and yelling at my girlfriend in 1993 to get out of the bathroom and let me kill myself, before she didn't and wouldn't let me die. I feel awful for Mr. Bourdain and the pain/anger he felt in the years, months, weeks, days and moments leading up to this. When you get to that point you are not yourself. You are convinced everyone would be better off without you and you are suffering. RIP Anthony Bourdain.
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