I don't really come here much anymore but do check in on occasion just to see how you're doing.I wish you nothing but the best, good vibes, and the strength to keep going.
I'm reminded of one of my favorite poems -
http://www.poetryfoundation.org/poem...s/detail/45392
That which we are, we are --
Made weak by time and fate,
But strong in will;
To strive, to seek, to find,
But not to yield
Best of luck, Ed. You're a ****ing champion.