Quote:
Originally Posted by Lonewolf Ed
That has to be tough for you and I hope you can let the sting of it fade as time goes on. Don't hold on to it, just learn from it and go from there. God bless you.
|
It hit my 2nd brother hard. He was 8 years older than the baby.
It didn't sting that bad for me. I knew it was coming and what can you do. I am a lot more mad than sad, and I think of him like DAILY. So many things remind me of him in the course of the day that I am always thinking of him. Really spoiled my plans with all the time I was hoping to spend with him after I retired and now that is just...
Gone. All gone.
At the end of the day, it is in God's hands and if he needed a jazz guitarist back that bad to fill out his Heavenly quartet, then what the hell am I going to say? I doth protest too much.
I will say this. When a person passes too young, it is really hell on the living they leave behind. So very much reminds you of them, and there is an empty need unfulfilled when you can't see them or talk to them or know you COULD see them if you wanted to. Quite a deep hole.