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Things are starting to move fast now. I have a CT scan at 2:30 pm today (just got a call saying I could get in and do it) and then I have to get blood drawn, and on the 8th I have an appt. with a doc at KU Med. With all that is going on and all I'm facing, here I am sweating having blood drawn. I *hate* needles! I can't psyche myself up for it at all. Nothing helps. It's not the blood. I could just shave twice and they could get all they need from my neck. It's not that it hurts; I've had worse bug bites. It just comes from some dark place in my brain where logic and reason can't reach. I get pale, sweat from my head down to my toes, see a haze of yellow dots before my eyes, and sound swirls around my head like someone put a big bucket over it. Pitiful, just pitiful.
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